Johor Bahru and The Kangchu-s

-270112-

Walkaway.

Sinking into the night,

While aruarian dance draws my might,

Oh how gorgeous! Who made this thing you called light!

Not bothering with storytelling,

Surely one might not understand...

Why are the biting, growling and hissing never ends?

Bringing myself to say ‘this is wrong!’

Like a ghost she fades but before long...

A miracle! For I turned saying, “Thanks”

And for that I’ve returned what’s hers,

While surrounded by white glows we called witnesses.

For a moment we looked at each other.

Giving a smile that we both thought

Of having lost forever...

This is our farewell.

Goodbye. J

-2nd March 2009-

Ps: aha! ni gua terjumpa dalam ceruk hard disk. Gua mengaku satu ketika gua mmg jiwang. tamat.

Bagaikan Sakti.

Layar berbelok-belok,
Sauh dibungkar di tempat tenang,
Yang tinggal hati tak elok,
Yang pergi hati tak senang.

-Hang Tuah.

Come on baby light my fire

"Come on baby light my fire."

1.1.2012

Location : Taman Melawati, KL.

A new year. A new beginning. =)

Pengakuan / Confession

teach·er/ˈtēCHər/

Noun:	A person who teaches, esp. in a school.
Synonyms:	instructor - master - schoolteacher - schoolmaster

That is how google define the meaning of the word teacher.

I had a good talk with a good friend of mine. Mohd Ar- Rahman bin Hussin. This is the kind of guy that is very passionate about this noble job. He was an editorial team for a magazine before. This is the kind of guy that I think will give you a big bitch slap if you make the 'If-you-cant-do-,you-teach' . joke. 'if you cant teach, teach gym' <--- Jack Black said that.

Me being myself subtly tries to make fun of my friend. Then he started talking. I was listening. Cant really remember the exact words. But to put it short. It should be like this.

"Student can sense your passion" . (very short indeed =D )

Teacher is the role model. His first obstacle surprisingly not from the students but from the teachers. Such statement for example , "I'm doing this because I cant do anything else".

Mohd Ar Rahman told me, if you already have this kind of mindset, then dont expect the students to perform. Because you yourself dont want to lead them.

Back to the title. I was involved in teaching before. For a year. Then I quit. When thinking about it, yes I teach because I had to. It was in my contract that I have to teach for 5 years. But what I didnt realise is that the absence of my passion does affect the students in a way. True they are university students, they should be able to think for themselves.

I came in the class with the mindset of 'all right lets get this over with' .

They are not kids anymore. They are able to sense this.

I admit that I more or less ruin the life I've touched. For this, I would like to apologize. (I know they can read this). I've failed to become your role model. I'd lost my passion halfway. Most of you guys didn't do well in exams. And I even almost burnt all your manuscript when I flicked the cigarette butt.

I will return to that place for a visit in 2012 due to some matter. Then I would love to meet few of them and talk. Just a small talk that can motivate them. Least I can do.

Ps: FYI Mohd Ar Rahman Hussin during his practical manage to get the average of 0% to 40%. with another class from 20% to 65% . How awesome is this guy. And now he have to teach in a school where the police have routine spot check for the students everyday. Yes the police not the teachers. Good luck my friend.

Rahman: kau tau tak apa cikgu senior cakap dgn aku first day?

Ali : huh? apa?

Rahman: "Kau pandai bertumbuk tak?"

This is Mohd Ar Rahman Bin Hussin.

This is Great Teacher Onizuka.

Tangled

Tangled in a rectangle.

Perspectives leads to refusal.

Tangled in a rectangle.

fakta bulan

Moonlight comes from the sunlight reflected by the moon.

Therefore it's still a sunlight. no?

How can I not love my mother!

She is sooo hilarious!!!

Static

static static static static static static static static static static static static static static static

Parallel universe

Staring at oneself

We are not that different.

You and I.

Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.

Yesterday is history,

tomorrow a mystery,

today is a gift.

That's why they called it the present.

Diane.

jika penyatuan itu bermaksud transformasi menjadi anak kepada seorang ibu, maka itu sangat menyedihkan.

jika penyatuan itu bermaksud transformasi seekor burung kepada pak turut, maka itu juga mengecewakan.

jika penyatuan itu berunsur wayang, pameran harta pinjaman, maka semua itu adalah palsu.

jika penyatuan itu ialah tenangnya air laut seperti tasik, maka itu lah yang dicari-cari.

KSL ! Happening Always!

Selama ni hanya orang melayu dikaitkan dengan gatal horny tak senonoh kampung anak banyak buang baby. TAK ADIL! Dah lama aku sangkal hujah ni tapi hari ni aku sangkal lagi sekeras2 nya!Aku dah tinggal dekat johor bahru ni dah dekat setahun namun ini lah pertama kali kejadian sebegini aku lihat live!

Aku dan kekasih intan payung ku pergi ke KSL (ada TESCO dalam KSL). Ha! kalau nak tau, KSL ni punya tagline ialah HAPPENING ALWAYS! mungkin kejadian yang aku nampak ni HAPPENING ALWAYS! dekat KSL.

Sesudah aku parking kereta di tingkat 2, aku menuju ke escalator sambil berfikir, hotdog, hotdog cheese, sarung sampah, Oxy, maybe ice cream. di tepi escalator ada sebuah kereta honda berwarna emas, atau maroon. hmm..

aku ternampak kelibat dua makhluk seperti bergerak2 dengan rakus. tapi sbb masih memikirkan hotdog.. mmm hotdog cheese...

Tiba2 dgn kelam kabut kluar wanita amoi dalam lingkungan 20an dari kereta tersebut. kelam kabut. Disebabkan aku lelaki, mataku dgn pantas secara automatik lock on pada punggung amoi itu, dan terserlah hotpants merah yg terlondeh bawah punggung dan thong berwarna maroon ala pink. aku terus memalingkan kearah kekasih intan payung ku (Coverline)

Ali: DID YOU SEE THAT!!!???

Farizah: uhh?? (mmm hotdog....) yeah ..

Ali: WAIT WAIT LOOK AGAIN !!! (control excited)

Farizah: OMG!!!!!

Wanita amoi 20an itu sedang beratur untuk bayar tiket parkir. dan ada 3 orang dihadapan nya. dan 10 - 15 org lalu lalang. Aku dan Farizah teruskan perjalan ke tesco dengan penuh hilai tawa pontianak. Namun after effectnya ialah kami berdiskusi. sepanjang masa berada di tesco untuk memilih hotdog ramli atau ayamas. dan yang paling pasti wanita amoi itu membuat tidak pedulikan hotdog ramli atau ayamas tetapi hanya setia kepada hotdog honda. sebab:

1. Hotpants itu sengat ketat dan padat. mustahil londeh tapi tak perasan.

2. wanita amoi itu kelam kabut semasa beratur dia hanya membetulkan2 baju atas paras punggung. BAJU SAHAJA! (aisey wa punya bat klek olang nampak ke???) .

Berbalik kepada perenggan pertama blogpost ini, bukan melayu je yang horny brader. org cina pun ada buat project dekat carpark. mmg tak adillah kalau dekat google, kau type melayu je terus keluar melayu bogel, melayu boleh melayu 3gp. patut kalau type cina pun patut sekurang2nya kluar 'Happening Always' . Baru la adil ! Muhibah bro.

moral: kami berdua bersetuju, supaya lain kali kalau ternampak perkara sebegini, mmg lah skali pandang tu rezeki, tapi kalau nak pandang dua kali tu, pergilah tolong. aib org tu. lain agama dan kaum tapi dia manusia jugak. aku mencadangkan kepada kekasihku,

Ali: Lain kali kalau nampak kita mesti tolong!! I boleh berdiri kat belakng cover!! U boleh ckap dgn dia!

Farizah : A'ah!! kita mesti tolong kesian dia!!!

Ali: *(hehehe berdiri kat belakang heheheh)

Oh shit sini bukan carpark!