Packed bags and rolled ciggarette pt.2
Im longing for a new adventure. 2 more years to prepare. Long wild journey ahead.
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Perindu
yearn (yûrn) intr.v. yearned, yearn·ing, yearns 1. To have a strong, often melancholy desire. 2. To feel deep pity, sympathy, or tenderness: yearned over the child's fate.
What Sarah Said
And it came to me then That every plan is a tiny prayer to Father Time As I stared at my shoes in the ICU That reeked of piss and 409 And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself That I'd already taken too much today As each descending peak on the LCD Took you a little farther away from me Away from me Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines In a place where we only say goodbye It stung like a violent wind that our memories depend On a faulty camera in our minds But I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground As the TV entertained itself 'Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room Just nervous paces bracing for bad news Then the nurse comes around and everyone lifts their head But I'm thinking of what Sarah said That love is watching someone die So who's going to watch you die So who's going to watch you die So who's going to watch you die
the last goodbye.
They say it's easy to identify people who will be crossing the afterlife within 100 days. Just look them in the eye. You'll know because you are not looking at a mirror anymore. .unnecessary people cried. .unreasonable reason to be sad. .the mother of all hypocrisy. and also it's amazing to see how people brag talk about themselves by using death as a catalyst. nonsense
If you ask me,
If you ask me what am i afraid of, its karma. Im taking You away before He catches up. Keeping you safe in my cup.
behind the veil.
hold still. perfect. there there. you dont have to hide. Fisheye Kodak Elitechrome Cross Processed
the tale of Jurong East
caution : when standing on the platform, please stand behind the yellow line. because you may fall, then the train comes, splitting your body into two, make a mince meat of your abdomen, leaving your lower body intact. representing your new form. then you would once in awhile appear to lonely someone. just as a reminder of what had happened when you are ignorant, selfish and kiasu gila babi.
And when I got lost in reality
It's the moment when everything around you starts to disappear. Faded slowly just how you breathe on the window on rainy days. And at that exact split second moment, you yearn. and keep on yearning.
